If you listened you'd know: I'm upset
I'm depressed
If you listened you'd know:
My favorite color is every color but pink (sorry)
I don't think I'm perfect;
In fact I know I have infinite flaws
Especially when you look at me
Through your eyes
If you listened you'd know:
I love to read, I like writing;
It lets out my emotions
My tears start to flow
Along with the words
That they sometimes blur on the page
But I can still read them
So it doesn't matter
If you listened you'd know:
I like to swim, swing, and walk
It takes away my anger
That I have towards you
And renews my energy
While it takes it away
If you listened you'd know:
I love my music
Without it I wouldn't feel accepted
I feel like I'm not alone
When no one is home
To talk to when I'm upset
Because it accepts me
It listens and talks back
And never ignores me
Or disagrees with me
We never fight
We just cry together
That's why I love my music
If you listened you'd know:
I'm different from you
Unique
And I am stubborn
So when I disagree
I will fight until I win
Because I'm also competitive
I don't mean to hurt you
I wish I could take away
The wounds I cause
But I can't
So I just say sorry
If you listened you'd know:
I think words are always
Backed up with actions
And if they aren't
The words fall to the floor
And break as I stomp on them
As I forget them
If you listened you'd know:
I can't stand liars
I can't stand pain
But I deal with it
Everyday
Yet I cry
Which is why
They might send me away
In my mind that's another reason
To not like them
Because they are wrong
Their actions are wrong
And they don't match their words
They say they love me
But you can tell it's lies
If you listened you'd know:
I always have had a hard life
It was never easy
And never will be
But I love blue skies
Looking at the clouds
And thinking of what they are
If you listened you'd know:
Each winter I at first like snow
But then the bright white
Gives me a headache
So I don't like it anymore
And I don't like the cold
But I like hot chocolate
Except for when it burns my tongue
If you listened you'd know:
All my secrets and so much more
That I do not edit my words in my head
Before I say them anymore
Because I'm sick of being a dummy
With a mask on my face
Held in place
So they will have the kid they want
If you listened you'd know:
I like roasting marshmellows
Over a fire in the fall
But it's best when it's outside
If you listened you'd know:
I love the dark
I hate the morning
I like the moon
Except for when it's full
I love the stars
And sleep
I like sleepovers
And when we ditch the house at 11 at night
To hang at the usual place
To listen to music
And have fun
If you listened you'd know:
I love laughing
But I think it's a luxury
That needs to happen more
And be caused more
If you listened you'd know:
I like people that read and comment
Cuz it shows SOMEONE cares
When no one around here
In reality truely does
Atleast no one in this house
If you listened you'd know:
Misquitos love my blood
So I'm always scratching
I love OFF bug spray
And I don't know my blood type
If you listened you'd know:
I love you
I need you
I can't live without you
I miss you
I love your voice
I think you're amazing
If you listened you'd know:
This and so much more
But you don't listen
Not a little bit
Not at all
